Friday, January 25, 2013

About Not Knowing...

As I write this, I have 3 weeks left of a mystery that will forever change my life. This mystery, when solved, will be a huge part of my identity going forward.

Will I have a son or a daughter?

After my appointment in 3 weeks, I'm going to know! I'm going to get to start picking out names, and gender specific clothes. I can call my baby "he" or "she" while I talk about him/her.

Right now, little baby, you're a mystery to me.

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I'd say like 85-90% of me is super excited to find out if I'm having a boy or a girl. But that last little bit is still kind of excited with that tinge of mystery. What do I dream about for you little one? Can I imagine helping you buy your wedding dress or should I picture you at the end of the aisle with a smile on your face in some distant future?

One thing's for damn sure, I love the crap outta you and I can't wait to meet you and find out more about you.

THREE WEEKS TIL ANATOMY SCAN!

3 comments:

  1. Bah! I hope it goes quickly! Yay for finding out :)

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  2. *gulp* - only THREE weeks left til your A/S?! I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT to see if my baby's buddy is boy or girl! =)

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  3. Eeek! I started following you at the right time. Can't wait to find out who's in there. :)

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